Song: Want To Be Artist: Rationale aka James Crawford feat Moe Album: Life As An M.C. Year: 2005 (Chorus --Moe) What am I s'posed to say?/ As I'm trying to get things right up in my life/ Now, you see, I can't really be who I wanna be/ What am I s'posed to do?/ I don't have a choice in this matter except for win or lose/ Now, you see, I can't really be who I wanna be/ (Verse One) Yo, now I'd be lyin if I said that this was only rap flows/ Cause, I'm trying to actualize myself like Maslow/ And that's so, you think its all games like Hasbro?/ I'm like, this is serious, don't be a silly asshole/ You wanna tear me down, I'm not so driven and focused/ Though, I know better than to cling to what's the closest/ Misery loves company, I'm feelin kinda hopeless/ Almost willing to step on the first one that approaches/ That's selfish, I'm workin towards something better for me/ And willing to do what it takes, whatever it be/ But the difference is my plan's not to pull others down/ I excel at what I do and know it takes something now, so/ Here I am, I've caught the flaws made the corrections/ I've got the motivation I just need the direction/ What am I supposed to do? I'm without patience/ But how can I build without a solid foundation? (Chorus) (Verse Two) Everyday it seems like I'm in a rugged tug of war/ Pullin hard as I can but not knowing what its for/ Cause every time I have the next step within my grasp/ There's others who deter and lead me down a different path/ And I try to do right, please believe I really do/ But its confusin cause I don't know if what I feel is true/ Is it really happening or only seemingly?/ Sober to my senses, or emotions deceiving me/ No fix for my problem, I don't what'll help/ Besides, how can I trust others if I can't trust myself?/ And that's the obstacle that gives me complications/ Keeps me locked in concentration, debating and contemplating/ I just wanna find my place/ Genuiness, respect, and empathy that transcend time and space/ I move cautiously and do my best not to fail/ Just feel it out and learn, like textbooks in braille (Chorus) (Verse Three) I'm movin through uncharted territory, takin it slow/ I feel like I'm Magellan circumnavigating the globe/ But even if I had a map I would still feel lost/ No example to lead plus nothing to build off/ Of course, circumstances never stopped me in the past/ Even when it happened life dropped me on my ass/ But that's no invite for hardships, that's unwise/ Just wanna make it through the dark and see the light like sunrise/ Of course there are those who lead me askew/ Feedin me bull without even seein it through/ Then leavin me too, desolate, high and dry/ Depressed and questionin myself and why I try/ I can make my own mistakes, and fix em too/ Cause I'm a grown man, I don't need shit from you/ The jealous and inconsiderate, there is no hope for you/ Wise up or piss off, it's what you're supposed to do (Chorus x2)