Song: Ruff Nexx Artist: Rationale aka James Crawford Album: Life As An M.C. Year: 2005 Yo, have you ever laid in bed, crushed in your room?/ All alone, pensive and just studied the moon?/ Starin at the night sky makes you feel insignificant/ Life might not be worth livin, but you'll consider it/ It was that time of the year when the leaves die/ And you begin to see your breath in the orange street light/ Still in high school, broke, pushin an 84 whip/ Others had nice rides, man, we couldn't afford shit/ Me and my mans, with nothin but our feet and our hands/ Eatin chicken, cocoa puffs, and beans in a can/ Dreams beat us up, and they kept us seethed as fuck/ Cause workin at Pizza Hut would never be enough/ And we knew, still, we kept on going through it/ Because, some loot is more than none, don't stupid/ Fuck it, if you're down man, I'm willin to go so far/ As to muggin ducks in Jack Town with a crowbar (Chorus) There's so much rain that falls but I never fear/ Just deal with it everyday and hope the weather clears/ When you try to change the unchangeable you make it worse/ That's when you have to step back and let nature take it's course/ There's so much rain that falls but I never fear/ Just deal with it everyday and hope the weather clears/ When you try to change the unchangeable you make it worse/ That's when you have to step back and let nature take it's course Yo, it never came to felonies, but we still were crooked/ And any opportunity to make coin, we took it/ It was rough, havin nothin but shit for luck/ Sittin around pissed and stuck while others lived it up/ Disgruntled, feelin like my world was runnin down a funnel/ So the dreams that I held tight seemed to crumble/ No one understood what went on inside my brain/ So I held back and stayed busy just to hide the pain/ Choppin beats, to go along when I was droppin speech/ And my man was there to help me out with a lot of each/ Even we had our own ups and downs like yo-yos/ Like from stayin up late practicin what we learned at the dojo/ To goin at each other's throats and afterwards felt bad/ Mad at the world with just each other to yell at/ It makes sense now but was a total mess then/ So here's to understanding me, my best friend (Chorus) Two souls who sought to act right, and accordingly/ Dared to be different in a sea of conformity/ And most importantly used free throught and applied it/ So much that it's something we still actively reside with/ Cause even though these days it ain't so bad/ Experience doesn't let us forget the pain we had/ Each day in my room I rise and think who am I?/ Look deep into the mirror and I see it through my eyes/ It's being able to materialize exactly what I'm dreamin (dreamin)/ Standing tall to fight for everything that I believe it (believe in)/ Even if it means accepting facts that make wear a frown/ Cause ruff-neckin's bearin heart when the world tears you down (yeah)/ Takin what you got and makin the best of it/ Even though you know others'll hate on you and think less of it/ Tough isn't simply a mean mug and metal/ It's the difference Mista Chuck said between thug and rebel (Chorus)