Song: Identity Artist: Rational aka James Crawford Album: Metaphysiks Year: 2003 (chorus) Art imitating life, my art's assimilating life/ Passionate performances, I'm riveting with mics/ And in my off-time I rap asleep or awake/ My life is the stage, my heartbeat is the break/ (verse one) From the beginning I lived my life through this art/ As something more than a simple stroll through the park/ Meaningful times that touch deep and move ya heart/ Like best friend's looking back that grew up and grew apart/ I came headstrong from the start and truthfully/ Elevated even after my peers started booin me/ All need now is an impartial opportunity/ For me to impress and leave a mark on my community/ I'm thinkin exactly my next move and best course/ Like Bobby Fisher seated behind a chess board/ Like back when I was a rapper in a town made of racists/ Or when I was a trainee on my first day of basic/ See there's a pain in my soul that you can see in my face/ From this cycle of problems I can't seem to escape/ Being broke with respect, or having green but no face/ And either one I feel like I'll still be a disgrace/ All signs point towards layin stiff in the hearse/ And I'm still trying to figure out to me, which'll be worse/ I'm blessed with a curse I feel like shit and I hurt/ But I'll still sweep the scene because I'm sick of this dirt (chorus) (bridge) Sometimes I come so close to givin up/ I lay in bed and wonder why I should give a fuck/ Sometimes I com so close to givin up/ Lay in and wonder why I should give a fuck/ (verse two) I remember the old days, back in the fourth grade/ That's when I began the path of my forte/ I used to rock the cons and coveralls with one strap/ Mad professor glasses, backwards caps/ Yeah I struggled but never felt that I had to hustle/ The was a genuineness that kept me real and humble/ Thoughtful and meaningful poet that speaks from his heart/ I must rap in submarines cause I stay deep in the art/ I challenge myself with goals that seem a bit impossible/ But talents themselves lie in achievin the improbable/ I made my way through the trials of life alone/ Yeah, I wanted it that way, to stand by my own/ Cause when your so-called friends are just too tough to care/ And your woman is more concerned about what to wear/ And the moment the sufferin becomes too much to bear/ Least you know you hit the bottom and got nowhere but up from there/ It's time to get back on your feet, get on track and complete/ And show a little courage, return after defeat/ It doesn't matter to me cause everything that happens to be:/ My life is erratic but I still rap to the beat (chorus x2)